這一陣子身體不太舒服，我不太確定什實麼原因造成的；有時身體虛弱，真覺得自己快要死了；不同的症狀來來去去，讓我整個人都傻了，腦筋也感覺鈍鈍的；又或許是有點年紀了，吃東西又很簡單，就像媽媽說的，營養不足，才會這樣。
晚上，我翻到一首詩歌，這也是我很喜歡的一首，詩歌725首。
一 脱离捆绑、忧愁与黑影，耶稣，我来！ 耶稣，我来！进入自由、喜乐与光明， 耶稣，我来就你！脱离疾病，进入你健全； 脱离贫乏，进入你富源； 脱离罪恶，进入你救援，耶稣，我来就你！
這是第一節，說到”脫離疾病，進入你健全”，真的是想要脫離這樣反反覆覆不明原因，不舒服的狀態。在使徒保羅身上也有無法醫治的病痛，他稱作”刺”，也曾三次求主醫治他，但主沒有應允，這叫他學會服在神的手下，能在人性上有謙卑的品格。
四 脱离撒但死亡的权势，耶稣，我来！ 耶稣，我来！进入基督生命的恩赐， 耶稣，我来就你！脱离败坏无底的深渊， 进入护庇安歇的家园， 永永远远瞻仰你荣颜，耶稣，我来就你！
這是第四節；當我虛弱到覺得自己快要死掉的時候，真是需要主來拯救我，脫離撒旦死亡的權勢，而進入基督生命的恩賜。
也許在我身上的一切問題，就是撒旦在那裡攪擾我，讓我不得平安...看到新聞的報導，許多人的猝死、輕生，還有瘟疫和世上的戰爭，總是帶給人負面的消息，我覺得不管是在心理上或是實際生活上，真的需要就近耶穌，就近召會，進入這護庇安歇的家園。
雖你允我廣闊自由
我仍選擇來近你身
災病苦痛纏磨不休
更需望你生命敷裹
世界上的宗教有許多，祈願那些尋求者，都能夠得到神的護庇；聖經裡提到許多殘疾、有病的人，耶穌都醫治他們，這是福音、是佳音。但在我身上，會感覺漸漸的，人生到了下半場，也許有些病痛也是難免的，但我要學會更寶愛基督的同在，在苦痛中、在無奈中，我可以呼求他，讓這成為我真實的拯救，感謝主。
(I've been feeling unwell for a while, and I'm not sure what's causing it; sometimes I'm so weak, I really feel like I'm dying; different symptoms come and go, and I'm dumbfounded and my brain feels dull Blunt; or maybe it's a little old, and eating is very simple, just like my mother said, it's because of insufficient nutrition.
In the evening, I turned to a poem, which is also one I like very much. The 725th poem in Hymnal Book.
1. Free from bondage, sorrow and shadow, Jesus, I come! Jesus, here I come! Come into freedom, joy and light, Jesus, I come to you! Out of sickness, into your health; out of poverty, into your wealth; out of sin, into your salvation, Jesus, I come to you!
This is the first section. When it comes to "get rid of the disease and enter your health", I really want to get rid of this repeated and uncomfortable state of unknown reasons. The apostle Paul also suffered from an incurable disease, which he called a “thorn.” He also asked the Lord three times to heal him, but the Lord did not answer him. This taught him to submit to God’s hand, and he was able to have a humble character in human nature.
4. Get rid of the power of Satan's death, Jesus, I come! Jesus, here I come! Into the gift of life in Christ, Jesus, I come to you! Get out of the bottomless abyss of corruption, enter the home of shelter and rest, and gaze upon your glory forever and ever, Jesus, I come to you!
This is the fourth verse; when I was so weak that I felt that I was going to die, I really needed the Lord to save me from the power of Satan's death and into the gift of life in Christ.
Maybe all the problems with me are that Satan is there to disturb me and make me restless... Seeing the news reports, many people's sudden death, suicide, as well as plagues and wars in the world always bring people negative News, I feel that whether it is psychologically or practically, we really need to get close to Jesus, to the church, and to enter this home of shelter and rest.
Although you allow me great freedom
I still choose to be near you
Disasters, diseases, and pain
I need your life wrap more
There are many religions in the world. I hope that those who seek it will be protected by God. The Bible mentions many disabled and sick people, and Jesus healed them. This is the gospel and good news. But in me, I gradually feel that in the second half of life, some illnesses may be unavoidable, but I have to learn to cherish the presence of Christ even more. In pain and helplessness, I can call on Him and let this become my true salvation, thank you Lord.)